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MurfMan's Apology

Postby MurfMan » Mon Dec 22, 2008 8:46 pm

Gents,
I need to get something off of my chest that weighs very heavily, and it should weigh heavily. I always considered myself to be a good friend. The kind that you can count on in a pinch. The kind who's loyalty is unwavering. The kind who no matter what will be there when you need him. I'm sure that you guys don't think I measure up, and I can't blame you. I have taken all of you for granted in the worst possible fashion. I wouldn't have believed this of myself a week ago, but Kyrill's death has forced me to come to an understanding of things as they should be, not as I have rationalized them these past two years and probably my whole adult life. I apologise for being gone without communicating to you for so long. My heart is truly broken that I totally missed out on being with Dale, online or in person, and because of my stupidity, I missed any opportunity I may have had to comfort him. That is something I know I will live with the rest of my days. I loved him as I love you guys, with a love and friendship that is as real as time and distance can allow. My sadness at losing my close friend has impacted me in ways that I never imagined nor could I express them all here. They are too painfull.
So now what? I am asking for your forgiveness, and another chance to be a part of this wonderful group of people. Although I am unable to get the dough I need for COD5 at this time, I am hoping that you might reinstate me as a member. I make no promise to you except that I will not lose touch with you again. I'm still a computer challenged old fart who has trouble seeing the screen and hearing your voices...lol. But this old fart wants you to know that no matter what the Round Table decides, I won't stay away again. Life is not only too short, but friends are too precious to take for granted. I won't ever make that mistake again.
Sincerely,
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Postby ArcAngyl =8= » Mon Dec 22, 2008 9:10 pm

I dont think it's a matter of forgiveness, just a hearty welcome back bro. I believe I can speak for the round table on this matter and as a long time friend from back in the day and of course Dale, you will always be welcome. We'll get you reinstated. I think while this was a blow to most of us here that knew Dale, you can never underestimate bonds whenever or wherever they have been forged.
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Postby GrayMatter =8= » Mon Dec 22, 2008 9:15 pm

Ditto
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Postby SlyFox =8= » Mon Dec 22, 2008 9:27 pm

Welcome back Brother Murfman.

Come here, through these red velvet drapes, there are certain rites that we have to go through...hehehe. (Sly is wringing his hands in anticipation...)

Oh, and you're waaaaay too hard on yourself. :)
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Postby MurfMan » Mon Dec 22, 2008 9:32 pm

As you say ArcAngyl "you can never underestimate bonds whenever or wherever they have been forged.". True 'Dat. I concur completely with that wisdom, And I thank you for your gracious reply my friend. I will honored to be with my old friends again. Perhaps it's NOT too late to be creating more memories with you assholes. LOLOLOL Sorry that one was hangin out there like a ripe peach that needed pickin"! Please let me know if you would like me to fill out an app so you can have my info.
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Postby Roach9119 =8= » Mon Dec 22, 2008 9:32 pm

Murfinator is always welcome here!!! Now about those rites of passage Sly talked about...you might want to bring some KY jelly and some form of pain killers.
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Postby Hac =8= » Mon Dec 22, 2008 9:44 pm

Hi everyone at Factor 8,

Not sure if this is where I should post this.
I just want to agian thank you all for your kindness ,sending the flowers to my brother dales service. I talked with some of you on ts last night.
Thanks for letting me jion you on ts and on your Cod waw server

Henry

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Postby Lazarus =8= » Mon Dec 22, 2008 10:02 pm

Murf....Ya know even if we are only shooting the shit on TS and not playing the same game, or any game for that matter you were always welcome here. Real life comes first bro, shit usually has a way of happening*the way it needs to.
As for forgiving you... that's another story, I figure ya owe me about 2000 kills (10% knife in the back) so we'll see l8tr on......

Hac you are welcome join us on our server anytime, as for the flowers, I can speak for the rest of us when I say it comes from the heart. I wish we could have been there.
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Postby StuDaBaker =8= » Mon Dec 22, 2008 10:20 pm

Here! Here!
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Postby Sarg York=8= » Tue Dec 23, 2008 12:02 am

Welcome Back Murph

HAC you ware always welcome. Stop by any time
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